[He doesn't jolt, exactly, but the response isn't what he expected and before Dave can fully bring his hand away John reaches out to grab it. He doesn't seem quite sure what to do with it after that so he settles for holding it for the time being.]

But I didn't. And you did. And that is still just as bad to me. Even if everything was just a dream and none of it was real I don't....[He takes a breath.] I want to fight next time. I'll get better. I didn't know I had a hammer?