[ he would say "how could you not notice that" but. no. it's john. he's not as weirdly "why the fuck am i thinking/feeling that" about anything that doesn't seem to fit. dave was anything but calm after a day of death and teenaged bros and john getting sick, and he knew himself well enough to know that the sudden onslaught of calm wasn't him.
it wasn't like going distant, it was like chilling out. ]
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[ he would say "how could you not notice that" but. no. it's john. he's not as weirdly "why the fuck am i thinking/feeling that" about anything that doesn't seem to fit. dave was anything but calm after a day of death and teenaged bros and john getting sick, and he knew himself well enough to know that the sudden onslaught of calm wasn't him.
it wasn't like going distant, it was like chilling out. ]
lmao
ive totally won our bet at this point