The laws of paradox space, I think. Our decisions aren't always entirely our own. [He stirs the soup again.] And yes, that is in fact what I said but he's also I think still super upset with me since we haven't actually talked since Friday besides when you came over on Sunday. [Which was, as John had told her, perfectly fine and cordial.]

So. He can be super into me and I can be super into him and this could still fuck up a lot. That's all.