also i didnt actually "love" one of the four people ive dated so theres that and one of them was more possibly intense friendship feelings i misjudged? or just that awkward moment where you realize actually youre way happier with someone as friends and adding all the romance bullshit just makes you feel ill at ease and like you lost something rather than gained something
well maybe that was two of them fuck yeah ok my track record is a thing and why am i discussing it with you
as far as youre concerned lets pretend you think im not a romantic disaster thats preferable
2/2
and one of them was more
possibly intense friendship feelings i misjudged?
or just that awkward moment where you realize actually
youre way happier with someone as friends and adding all the romance bullshit just makes you feel ill at ease
and like you lost something rather than gained something
well maybe that was two of them
fuck yeah ok my track record is a thing and why am i discussing it with you
as far as youre concerned lets pretend you think im not a romantic disaster thats preferable