this is getting weirdly deep, haha. um. i mean i was always around people so i guess in a physical sense i was surrounded by people and that made things a little okay. i didn't have to think about it much since i had a lot of people i was hanging out with whether they were guys from the soccer or baseball team or other jocks or vic and her friends or people i met in elementary or middle school. it was nice to have a list of people i could go to and hang out with if someone else was busy.
[But yes, it was weirdly lonely and it's really only since coming here that he's figured out the difference.]
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um. i mean i was always around people so i guess in a physical sense i was surrounded by people and that made things a little okay.
i didn't have to think about it much since i had a lot of people i was hanging out with whether they were guys from the soccer or baseball team or other jocks or vic and her friends or people i met in elementary or middle school.
it was nice to have a list of people i could go to and hang out with if someone else was busy.
[But yes, it was weirdly lonely and it's really only since coming here that he's figured out the difference.]