You're being an idiot, but not about the thing you were worried about. [He folds his arms over his chest, staring up at the ceiling instead.] It's not overdramatic. It's weird and unnerving and I'm a little freaked out, too, and he's not even my--whatever. So okay. Not overdramatic. I don't even know how he could have erased his memories here, that's the weird part.
[But okay. He's busy pushing past the heaviness of the topic, swimming upward against the current to break the surface and bring things back to normal.]
You've always been much cooler when you aren't so worried about what your Bro was doing or what he was thinking and you were thinking about stuff on your own. Why the fuck is this any different? [Cooler isn't the word he wants, but it's purposeful and a callback to a once upon a time conversation. The first mark of how close they were. Dave has always been Dave, but Dave has always been a better version of himself in the few times he did his own thing. Why is this different? Why are they going backwards?]
...I guess he makes me feel [ he almost says "thirteen again" but john isn't fully aware of just how fucked up dave was at thirteen (like he's better at sixteen) and course corrects to: ] like a little kid again. It's not a thing he's tryin' to do, or a thing I am meanin' to allow. But it feels like I'm a kid again, and old habits die hard?
[ he drops his chin down onto his knee, pulling his leg tighter to his chest and eyeing john speculatively. ]
You know, what would really help would be if you went on and on about all my cool qualities. It has been forever since you complimented me properly.
[ ok. he's not being serious any longer, apparently. ]
[And like that there goes the wind out of his sails. He's always had brief suspicions that something's been up about Dave and his Bro (though never actually how fucked up things were), but just his own thoughts and speculations he hasn't really voiced out loud. It's strange to hear Dave say something like that, but maybe it makes sense? Kids are told what to do by their guardians without really getting to ask questions. It's weird, but he's aware this isn't conventional either. There's an inhale and he holds his breath for a moment, staring at Dave for a minute and studying him closely.
...it's strange, because from his stance he sort of looks like a little kid on the defense. But that's silly. So instead there a heavy, overdramatic sigh as he tilts his head back to stare at the ceiling. Okay. They can resume being light and casual now. It's still something sitting at the base of his skull, but he can roll with it.]
Is this the part where I say that you're attractive and I'm attracted to you again and it's no wonder that everyone trips over their feet for a chance to be noticed by the cool kid? [There's a hint of a grin anyway. Even if that part is a complete joke, he seems to actually be taking this seriously.] Your art skills are actually getting better, dude. I really hope we get to go to a world with better technology because then maybe I can find a keyboard and you can find turntables and we can show the rest of the coven your sick beats. And I think I was promised a better movie education? I'll even take notes this time.
[A pause.] It's probably stupid, but I've spent pretty much every day for the last six years really, really excited for the first day I would get to meet you guys and hang out in person. It's probably stupider that I'm not sure when that excitement will wear off. I guess that's just because you are definitely so cool. [It's a joking note at the end, too, but still weirdly sincere.]
[ the thing about dave asking for compliments, jokingly, was that he'd expected john to like shove him over or roll his eyes or say something completely stupid in response. maybe groan and inform dave he's not all that, or something.
he didn't expect actual compliments. maybe at most the stupid joke ones, the "you're attractive, i'm attracted to you" part followed by "jk " and a dorky as shit laugh, not, like, real stuff.
dave didn't expect the admittance that john had been waiting every day to meet him. and rose and jade, always all three of them, but no matter how secure dave is in the knowledge his friends care, he's never quite sure it's as much as he does, desperately.
so it hits like a punch to the gut and he gets flustered, his expression not changing but his skin going a little red behind the freckles. what the fuck. john egbert shouldn't be allowed to say words. as usual, dave falls back on humor and fast talking to cover for himself, not even thinking about anything he says. ]
It's ok, no one could blame you for bein' super attracted to me, because everyone definitely does trip over their feet tryin' to get my attention. Better be careful about who you flash your VIP pass for, or the unwashed masses may try to fight you for it? Those movie education lessons could inspire murder if people knew you were gettin' them and not them, bro. Watch your back. I'd hate to have to replace you at this point, the auditions would be insane? "Do you contestant 413 have a weird obsession with the ghostbusters? Can you spell Mcwhatever?? No??? Disqualified".
[Haha, why wouldn't John take the opportunity to actually say what he wants to say and what he thinks needs to be heard? He doesn't realize the impact the words will have (as usual) and so while he very briefly catches the faint flush it's not enough to recognize what it is, nor give thought to why it would be so.]
God, you wish. [Ah, there we go, and there's a large playful grin even as Dave continues to be Dave.] Anyway as your best bro I am pretty sure I get special treatment with or without VIP status. Also my replacement would have to have at least passing knowledge of the Ghostbusters MMO. Good luck with that.
[ dave groans, lets go of his leg, and flops backwards ontot he floor. ]
Dude, why. Why did you remind me that's a thing? I already couldn't believe it was a thing you enthusiastically bought - or a thing that existed - back when you got on and waxed poetic rhapsodies about it, I still can't believe it to this day?
[He ends up laughing, watching Dave topple over before he moves to lean forward and stare down at him instead.]
I only bought it for a dollar, relax. And besides, Jade and Dave Sprite played it with me on the ship, too, so therefore at least one version of you also played the shitty game while Jade made a furrybuster.
No, I refuse. I'm officially denouncin' bird-me for playing that game.
[ DAVE SAYS, LIKE HE WOULDN'T COMPLETELY PLAY THE GAME IF JOHN ASKED bitching about the quality all the while. ]
...You know, sometimes I manage to forget Jade's completely a furry and then I talk to her or people say shit and it's like "yeah no she surfed furaffinity for kicks when we were thirteen, in all seriousness".
He was on the opposite team but even then I'm not sure he knew how to play right. [An eyeroll. THE REAL DAVE WOULD KNOW WHAT WAS UP. But then there's the comment about Jade and he bites back another grin.]
Maybe Jade always knew this would be her destiny. But also it is much harder to forget it when I spent three years watching her growl and chase Rose's sprite while also being able to smell me if I wasn't the breeze. I think she's pretty used to it by now though.
You've always been on my team. [Without any hesitation.] I don't know. Sometimes things with him were really weird because he was doing his own thing that went the opposite way of what I would think.
[He reaches forward to kick lightly with his foot.] Shut up, how do you think she was following me around? Dogs have very sensitive noses.
It's not so much the why I'm concerned about but the how. I do not have a nerd musk, what would that even smell like? God, never mind, don't answer that. Thanks, I guess.
[There's a pause.] ...if you want, we can get an early start on training or something. I'm not busy.
I can't believe that's what you tried to sell to Jade. [Other than he definitely can. With that, he's getting to his feet, too, and moving to retrieve Vrillyhoo from where it's propped by his bed. They definitely just fucked around with snack food during their first session though, lbr.]
Let's head further down the beach away from the huts then just in case anybody gets the bright idea to hang out outside. I don't think we want anybody in the way.
We'll see how things go when we get to a place where our powers work. Which I also hope is soon. [And so John follows.] You scouted out locations on the island already? Or is this someplace you tested out? [With Dirk, he means.]
It's where I went last time for trainin' like this, yeah. [ may as well stick with what works? like. it didn't quite work out but that had nothing to do with the location, so.
it's a fairly decent-sized clearing along the coast! ]
[Once they're out there John lowers Vrillyhoo from where it was propped on his shoulder and gives it a test swing. There's definitely room to move and he grins before setting the hammer down again and stretching out his arms.]
Decent view, too, as long as one of us doesn't knock the other over the edge. We should have plenty of room no matter which way we're moving though.
...Are you plannin' to try to knock me over the edge or somethin', Egbert?
[ dave raises an eyebrow, but draws his sword. there's a familiarity in the movement even though he hasn't had a sheathe or the need to draw his sword until, you know, now.
he definitely practiced it for hours on end until it was second nature. ]
I'm not planning anything, I'm just saying. [He's still stretching out and yet he eyes the sword carefully, not afraid but mostly intrigued.] Also, you are the one who does the whole training thing all the time. If anyone is knocking anyone off it is probably you.
And the Vrillyhoo doesn't work the way it's supposed to so I think we're even. I'm good with going to disarming. Don't aim to land a hit since that would end pretty badly for both of us? But uh. Can we kind of go slow at first? And by slow I mean a normal pace because your slow is still faster than most people, I think.
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[But okay. He's busy pushing past the heaviness of the topic, swimming upward against the current to break the surface and bring things back to normal.]
You've always been much cooler when you aren't so worried about what your Bro was doing or what he was thinking and you were thinking about stuff on your own. Why the fuck is this any different? [Cooler isn't the word he wants, but it's purposeful and a callback to a once upon a time conversation. The first mark of how close they were. Dave has always been Dave, but Dave has always been a better version of himself in the few times he did his own thing. Why is this different? Why are they going backwards?]
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[ he drops his chin down onto his knee, pulling his leg tighter to his chest and eyeing john speculatively. ]
You know, what would really help would be if you went on and on about all my cool qualities. It has been forever since you complimented me properly.
[ ok. he's not being serious any longer, apparently. ]
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...it's strange, because from his stance he sort of looks like a little kid on the defense. But that's silly. So instead there a heavy, overdramatic sigh as he tilts his head back to stare at the ceiling. Okay. They can resume being light and casual now. It's still something sitting at the base of his skull, but he can roll with it.]
Is this the part where I say that you're attractive and I'm attracted to you again and it's no wonder that everyone trips over their feet for a chance to be noticed by the cool kid? [There's a hint of a grin anyway. Even if that part is a complete joke, he seems to actually be taking this seriously.] Your art skills are actually getting better, dude. I really hope we get to go to a world with better technology because then maybe I can find a keyboard and you can find turntables and we can show the rest of the coven your sick beats. And I think I was promised a better movie education? I'll even take notes this time.
[A pause.] It's probably stupid, but I've spent pretty much every day for the last six years really, really excited for the first day I would get to meet you guys and hang out in person. It's probably stupider that I'm not sure when that excitement will wear off. I guess that's just because you are definitely so cool. [It's a joking note at the end, too, but still weirdly sincere.]
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he didn't expect actual compliments. maybe at most the stupid joke ones, the "you're attractive, i'm attracted to you" part followed by "jk " and a dorky as shit laugh, not, like, real stuff.
dave didn't expect the admittance that john had been waiting every day to meet him. and rose and jade, always all three of them, but no matter how secure dave is in the knowledge his friends care, he's never quite sure it's as much as he does, desperately.
so it hits like a punch to the gut and he gets flustered, his expression not changing but his skin going a little red behind the freckles. what the fuck. john egbert shouldn't be allowed to say words. as usual, dave falls back on humor and fast talking to cover for himself, not even thinking about anything he says. ]
It's ok, no one could blame you for bein' super attracted to me, because everyone definitely does trip over their feet tryin' to get my attention. Better be careful about who you flash your VIP pass for, or the unwashed masses may try to fight you for it? Those movie education lessons could inspire murder if people knew you were gettin' them and not them, bro. Watch your back. I'd hate to have to replace you at this point, the auditions would be insane? "Do you contestant 413 have a weird obsession with the ghostbusters? Can you spell Mcwhatever?? No??? Disqualified".
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God, you wish. [Ah, there we go, and there's a large playful grin even as Dave continues to be Dave.] Anyway as your best bro I am pretty sure I get special treatment with or without VIP status. Also my replacement would have to have at least passing knowledge of the Ghostbusters MMO. Good luck with that.
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Dude, why. Why did you remind me that's a thing? I already couldn't believe it was a thing you enthusiastically bought - or a thing that existed - back when you got on and waxed poetic rhapsodies about it, I still can't believe it to this day?
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I only bought it for a dollar, relax. And besides, Jade and Dave Sprite played it with me on the ship, too, so therefore at least one version of you also played the shitty game while Jade made a furrybuster.
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[ DAVE SAYS, LIKE HE WOULDN'T COMPLETELY PLAY THE GAME IF JOHN ASKED bitching about the quality all the while. ]
...You know, sometimes I manage to forget Jade's completely a furry and then I talk to her or people say shit and it's like "yeah no she surfed furaffinity for kicks when we were thirteen, in all seriousness".
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Maybe Jade always knew this would be her destiny. But also it is much harder to forget it when I spent three years watching her growl and chase Rose's sprite while also being able to smell me if I wasn't the breeze. I think she's pretty used to it by now though.
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Also I am not sure how I feel about Jade bein' able to smell us other than assumin' y'all got very meticulous about deodorant.
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[He reaches forward to kick lightly with his foot.] Shut up, how do you think she was following me around? Dogs have very sensitive noses.
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[ why did he claim he liked eau d'egbert or whatever. ]
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[There's a pause.] ...if you want, we can get an early start on training or something. I'm not busy.
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[ YOU'RE WELCOME,,, also this reminds me we never actually did them doing their first training session. they made doreos and we forgot??? i think? ]
Sure. [ dave will sling himself up and onto his feet. ] I'm obviously not busy, either, so.
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Let's head further down the beach away from the huts then just in case anybody gets the bright idea to hang out outside. I don't think we want anybody in the way.
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Sure. It'll be a hair less dangerous than if we were goin' full strength, but.
[ ...THE NEW WORLD SHOULD BE FUN and dave will probably get windy thing'd a lot, god. ]
I know a place over thataway, c'mon.
[ and he will Lead The Way ]
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it's a fairly decent-sized clearing along the coast! ]
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Decent view, too, as long as one of us doesn't knock the other over the edge. We should have plenty of room no matter which way we're moving though.
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[ dave raises an eyebrow, but draws his sword. there's a familiarity in the movement even though he hasn't had a sheathe or the need to draw his sword until, you know, now.
he definitely practiced it for hours on end until it was second nature. ]
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