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[windeity]

JOHN EGBERT

"We came, we saw, we kicked its ass."

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[robitussin]

like

idk if it was more familiar i would know how to deal with it? not that i can really deal with it because it wasn't about me. and not that i want that kind of thing to be familiar? idk

maybe i'm not making sense

[windeity]

...no i think i kind of get it.
you know these are things you dealt with once and so it's like "maybe i should know what i'm doing if that person really is me" but at the same time since it is not you you're lost.
but you get stuck remembering this stuff anyway.
right?

[robitussin]

yeah.

also her coping methods probably sucked based on the weed apple so there's also that which also doesnt help

[windeity]

i am pretty sure that was not her only coping method natalie, come on.

[robitussin]

yeah but it doesn't really speak well to the rest of them

[windeity]

i think that's fine though.
we don't know what the rest of them are.
but if you are the same there as you are here, you are probably insanely motivated and less likely to be a pothead full time.

[robitussin]

i don't want to be the same here as i was there though

i would rather there be many differences

[windeity]

right and i get that but do you not remember that you are the one who told me you remembered a memory of you being awake at 4am doing your homework?
i am pretty sure you two were similar that way at least.

[robitussin]

it's been ages since i've stayed up that late for homework

[windeity]

ok what qualifies as "ages" for natalie goodman? i really need to know.

[robitussin]

like

a week or two idk

[windeity]

ok so. you know my point still stands right?
that is not ages, come on.
you can at least admit that part is the same.
it is not a bad thing.

[robitussin]

that is totally ages. this is the hill i will die on

[windeity]

there are worse hills i guess.
weird question, did the you in your memories look like you?

[robitussin]

yeah

like almost the same age, it's weird

[windeity]

it is a little, yeah.
in most of my memories i'm like between thirteen and sixteen. i hardly have any from around my actual age, but i know they exist.
it makes me wonder what other similarities you might really have.

[robitussin]

why is it so hard to believe we aren't similar

[windeity]

why is it so hard to believe you are?

[robitussin]

oh my god

because from what i remember i disapprove of her in general and i don't want to be

[windeity]

ok well just because you don't like the past you doesn't mean you can't accept it and then improve.
but alright, i get it. you guys aren't the same. sorry.

[robitussin]

no i'm sorry

this is weird and frustrating but i shouldn't be an asshole i know you're trying to help

[windeity]

even so i should not be pushing you to feel one way or another. that part isn't fair either.
but i just hope eventually things make sense.

[robitussin]

it's cool, i know you're trying to help

anyways i should probably go, homework and stuff

[windeity]

yeah i've got stuff too.
text me later if you still need to talk.

[robitussin]

will do

thanks though. seriously