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[windeity]

JOHN EGBERT

"We came, we saw, we kicked its ass."

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also casually puts his font here for tagging not on my laptop whoops
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normal font too!

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[windeity]

[This is really stupid considering John's allowing this but also he's still holding a box of take-out. That gets put to the side kind of carelessly and he shifts to press himself further into Dave's hold and kiss back. Dave doesn't always initiate affection and when he does it's probably better to ignore everything else and focus on that instead.]

[parodeity]

[ why did dave bother to get dinner?? also SOMETIMES he

hugs john yeah usually he doesn't initiate much beyond pecks on the cheek or lips, never in public. focusing on when he actually initiates affection without hesitation is probably fair, that's fair.

dave's got his torso twisted awkwardly to john and presumably at least this time john can track the cause and effect of what he said. maybe. he does eventually pull back and say: ]

Gravity.

[windeity]

[He shifts to try and accommodate for the way Dave's spread, hand on his hip and moving along his side.]

It's a cool thing to think about, isn't it? [Keeping each other tied, he means. Rose keeping Dave together. All of it.]

[parodeity]

[ he lets out a sigh, pressure from his hands on john's cheeks as he shakes john's head slowly side to side before dropping his hands to curl at the back of john's neck. ]

...Do you really think you're not some kind of guiding light, John? Rose keeps me grounded, but I've always judged right and wrong from the compass point of you. [ he always forgets, these days, about the time he spent here before he remembered. it falls back behind the memories more and more. ]

[windeity]

[His head lolls from side to side while Dave moves it, staring at him even when he stops.]

The whole hero thing? [Hm.] What about if I don't know what's wrong or right either? And anyway, the thing about that is that most of my judgment comes from what will keep us together, I think.

[parodeity]

I don't... [ how to explain that he means being normal and being a good person as much as being a hero? ] ...without a sun there's no life in a system. There ain't a system at all, maybe, since you kind of need a star.

[windeity]

[Space. He leans into Dave's hands to try and kiss him again, just briefly.]

A star needs certain components to keep from burning out. Without those...it's useless. In a way it's probably weirdly symbiotic that way.

[parodeity]

[ a frustrated noise and dave would shove john to the floor but there's food there so instead he shifts, moving away from where he'd been sitting to rest on his knees in front of john instead. ]

John, [ but he doesn't know which parts of what he feels to say. ]

[windeity]

[His hands come up to hold onto Dave's wrists instead.]

What's up?

[parodeity]

I'm...[ fifty days, he reminds himself, and dave bites his lip for a minute, staring. ] You're impossible.

[ but he means it in a thousand different ways. ]

[windeity]

...yeah, well. [A lopsided smile.] I love you. What do you expect?

[parodeity]

[ what did he expect. ]

...To feel completely terrified. [ he laughs, and leans in to kiss john again, soft and slow and quiet. ]

[windeity]

[The first question, of course, is "of what" but he doesn't get to properly ask since Dave's mouth is on his and he's keeping the kiss just as slow. He doesn't mind this and he won't pull away first, keeping himself still and pliant and letting his eyes shut.]

[parodeity]

[ john doesn't need to know??? dave's keeping his balance while kneeling and leaning with one hand on the bed and one on john's knee, but it's light pressure only to steady himself. he doesn't push any further than this. ]

[windeity]

[He moves to hold onto Dave's hip to also steady him, pressure a little harder to keep him grounded and he doesn't up the kiss since he's happy to keep it slow if that's what Dave wanted to start. He could get used to this.]

[parodeity]

[ there's a soft sort of hum when john touches him, and dave pulls back just as slowly as he'd kissed john and just watches him in the dark. ]

[windeity]

[He lets him pull away but he doesn't remove his hand, locking his eyes with Dave's and remaining quiet for a moment.]

...okay? [As in "are you okay" since he can tell most days but sometimes he can't.]

[parodeity]

...Yeah. Just tryin' to figure you out. [ it's his dumbest hobby. ]

[windeity]

[There's a laugh.] What? You already have so much of me figured out, babe. It's not even really a mystery anymore. Maybe.

[parodeity]

You say that, but I rarely know where the fuck you're at. [ it's a sigh or a breath and he just kisses john's forehead and shifts back to sit at his side. ] About some stuff, anyway.

[windeity]

[He moves to try and catch Dave's hand before he goes too far.] Hey. You know you can just ask me if you aren't sure, don't you?

[parodeity]

No, I know. So I've been told? Just, this is more... [ complicated? it's not, maybe, he's just afraid to ask. ] ...a wait and see situation. Don't worry about it.

[windeity]

...how long do you want to wait? [He's still not letting go of Dave's hand.]

[parodeity]

It's...not a matter of "want". [ he's not pulling his hand away. he just laughs, soft. ] I'll wait forever, that's...not an issue.

[windeity]

Then what is? Can I ask?