JOHN EGBERT
"We came, we saw, we kicked its ass."
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I feel sad, when i think about it
like i pretended so hard that things were better after october and that made it real
but the glass was shattered
and now i feel like
like
um
it wasn't real happiness
I'm happy when I'm with naoto, legitimately
but it makes me realize how false all of my other "happiness" was
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i think even if people think of you as genki or whatever that is an unfair expectation since then you have to be happy all the time and that is way too much pressure for anybody.
i'm not saying you SHOULD be sad all the time. but i am saying that at least recognizing it is something to help work toward maybe figuring out why.
maybe the other you never got the chance to figure it out and felt that was the only way out.
i would rather it not get to that point here.