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[windeity]

JOHN EGBERT

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[windeity]

the snake-not-snake was part of a trap to chase a guy, got it. usually medusas make people stones right?
so this one made everybody go crazy but you like nullified it.
...and your emotional thing you can do helped?

[kagepuro]

i made everyone too afraid to move while i knocked the statue over with the help of daisuke's weird bunny friend

But....yeah. I thought it'd stone, too

maybe different kinds of medusa's can do different stuff with their eyes?

holy ship

maybe I'm a medusa

[windeity]

wiz.
i don't know, maybe?
wouldn't that require you being part-snake or something though?

[kagepuro]

i love wiz

i guess you're right tho

maybe I'll get snakes for hair eventually?
man that would blow
but i also cant help but feel like I'd make a pretty hot medusa

[windeity]

a good rabbit.
haha. maybe? i don't know i think in a way it could be cool but they would also be really noisy.
can medusas really be hot?
maybe you are not a medusa but some other kind of snake person.

[kagepuro]

sometimes my eyes do get kind of reptilian when I'm using my power

ugh i hope i dont get a weird tongue though
I'd prefer a bunch of rowdy head snakes

actually no nevermind the tongue is definitely preferable

I definitely feel like other me has some sort of connection to snakes and snake people. I got this weird storybook about this monster girl that also seems kinda snake-like

when we form the superfriends can i have a snake costume

[windeity]

then...i guess maybe there is a chance you are a snake person.
you remember that movie about the kid in the jungle? that snake did the weird hypnotism thing, too.
and there are snake charmers and stuff.
i would also prefer you not have a bunch of rowdy head snakes.
what storybook?
you can have whatever costume you want but wouldn't a snake costume lack legs?

[kagepuro]

Its called artistic license

I got a storybook with a bunch of neat illustrations... It's about a monster that falls in love with a human, it's really sad

[windeity]

whateveeeer.
huh. can i see it sometime? i am just curious. even if it is sad.

[kagepuro]

it's pretty interesting, I'll bring it next time we meet up

I had been planning to ask you to hang out for a while

something's been bothering me lately

[windeity]

awesome.
oh?
everything cool?

[kagepuro]

I saved people's lives
I have a really hot girlfriend
I have super powers

Things are really good but also i feel very panicky and scared and have been having these constant nightmares
And it makes it hard to enjoy all of the good stuff that's going on

I got a bad memory when i was in hell and i haven't had the heart to actually talk to anyone about it and i think its slowly destroying me

[windeity]

[Oh.

Yeah, typical. He'll just let that sit for a moment while he reads it and eventually he texts back.]

oh.
nightmares definitely suck.
well...do you want to actually talk about it...?

[kagepuro]

i wanted to talk to YOU about it

because you'd get it

[windeity]

one of those huh.
hit me.

[kagepuro]

i fucking died

[windeity]

oh.
yeah, that does suck.
what happened?

cw: suicide

[kagepuro]

i jumped off of a roof to my death

like....

on purpose....

: /

Re: cw: suicide

[windeity]

...ah.
any idea why?
i know it is maybe hard to think but just wondering.

Re: cw: suicide

[kagepuro]

i think i felt cornered

I dont really know what was going on but i think it was the only way

I was crying and i apologized to my little brother for being such a terrible sister

and then i hit the ground

did it freak you out the first time you remembered dying?

[windeity]

even more confusing then.
i'm sorry. remembering your own death is always pretty hard. especially if you do not remember.
of course it freaked me out, but it was more the first time I remembered it was the aftermath than the act.
second time was the act.

[kagepuro]

yeah...i guess she was a lot more sad than i thought

that sucks

did you have nightmares too?

[windeity]

still so! but about different things.
pretty sure my old life was full of nightmare fuel.
you remembered when we were all out of the city?
how've you been hiding it this long?

[kagepuro]

well, i started dating naoto around then

and i didnt wanna freak out her out right away...and i was so caught up in that whole thing
so I'm figuring, it doesnt matter, its not me, I'm just going to ignore it and keep enjoying all these nice things that keep happening

Its like a wound and its just been left to fester and get gross and infected and i dont want to tell people i keep dreaming of throwing myself off a roof and erupting into horrific storm of blood and bone because that isn't fun for anybody

[windeity]

first of all, given all of the grief naoto put you through in the first place i think it's kind of fair. second of all after what happened last fall i think she would probably want you to tell her.

but then again i understand not telling her.
there's stuff i haven't told dave either and we're from the place so it is even stupider not to.
but ignoring it never works.
it's not that you have to tell them exactly what the memory is unless you're sure they can handle it. starting off with "hey i remembered something really awful and kind of traumatic, and i could use someone to talk to but i do not want to scare you" is probably a decent start.
...if naoto had those memories and those nightmares, would you want her to tell you?