[He still doesn't look that convinced. He'd do whatever it took to keep Dave grounded but simultaneously he doesn't know what that is. So he sits patiently and nods a little.]
It's still kind of scary though. I don't think you ever said anything like that back home when you were timetraveling.
That doesn't mean. [He stops himself then and just kind of bites at his lip. It doesn't mean it's any easier though. So Dave sits up and John watches, hands flexing in his lap as he waits.]
[He's not entirely sure what to look for and he's nervous, sitting upright and tense as he watches Dave for a moment. He doesn't say anything at first but he keeps his eyes on Dave's back to make sure he doesn't disappear immediately.]
[ he definitely doesn't disappear at all. really, dave doesn't react a whole lot. he pales, maybe, and his breath catches in his throat, but after a second he forces his breathing even wherever (whenever) he mentally is.
he doesn't even really need john to call him back, or maybe never expected john to really manage that. if john's still frozen up in a minute or so dave manages to break it off himself, even though he won't really say a word after. ]
[He's still for about 20 seconds before he's up on his feet, moving so that he's in front of Dave and watching him carefully. He's not sure if touching him will help or hurt, so a hand reaches out to hover in front of Dave just in case.
When he breaks out of it, John's still standing with his hand hovering and he blinks, unsure if he should speak first.]
[ not much to see with his shades on; behind them his eyes are tracking things unseen, but with them - it's just dave, pale and clenching his teeth and then startling back a hair when he seems to snap out of whatever it is.
he apparently did not expect john to be anywhere near to touching him, and even if that was a thing he'd wanted (did want?) he doesn't complete the gesture.
probably he should talk about whatever that was, but instead he chooses to do what they have been doing and ignores mostly everything emotional he's putting himself through. he told john as much as john needs to know, probably, for the time being.
[That's not really a good sign either. He lets his hand drop slowly.]
I'm coming with you. What happened? What did you see? [He doesn't ask "are you okay" because it's too easy for Dave to say yes and John not knowing if that's the truth.]
We won't. So what you are saying is you still want to try time travel again, but in the forest where it is probably even more dangerous than in town. Got it.
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It's still kind of scary though. I don't think you ever said anything like that back home when you were timetraveling.
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[ right. seeing it again isn't a big deal, and this time if he's ready for it, maybe it won't be quite so terrifying? if it happens again. ]
Anyway. [ he sits up properly, then rolls up to his feet, cracking his knuckles. ]
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...are you sure about this?
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doesn't do that. instead he calls up his timetables, and forces himself to make the records scratch and skip.
from the outside it looks like he's pretty much frozen in place, mind a million miles away, so whatever. ]
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he doesn't even really need john to call him back, or maybe never expected john to really manage that. if john's still frozen up in a minute or so dave manages to break it off himself, even though he won't really say a word after. ]
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When he breaks out of it, John's still standing with his hand hovering and he blinks, unsure if he should speak first.]
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he apparently did not expect john to be anywhere near to touching him, and even if that was a thing he'd wanted (did want?) he doesn't complete the gesture.
probably he should talk about whatever that was, but instead he chooses to do what they have been doing and ignores mostly everything emotional he's putting himself through. he told john as much as john needs to know, probably, for the time being.
so he focuses on the practical. ]
I need to check outside of the town.
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I'm coming with you. What happened? What did you see? [He doesn't ask "are you okay" because it's too easy for Dave to say yes and John not knowing if that's the truth.]
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Same theme, slight variations. Lots of death.
[ it's a neon warning sign not to time travel, maybe, and yet. ]
Faster if we fly?
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Right. [A nod.] Right. We can fly to check on things. Whenever you're ready.
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he's brilliant ]
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I'm still right here. [In case Dave thought otherwise.]
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[ being distracted. ]
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there's half a second of hesitation before he calls up his time tables again, but this time when he forces himself to love he does disappear. ]
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...time travel is the worst, he thinks.]
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